Memories are the best souvernirs

What if those memories are so painful...?

Those memories that I tried to escape...

those people that i don't even want to meet and see or even know them..

Is nt it difficult to say that those memories are the best souvernirs?

How am i going to escape?

when those people are around me

and they know me too'well'

Is nt it hard?

Well, of course not every time they will remind me to those memories

not only memories how they treat me...

Do they know how painfull it is to hear them talked about me?

when i told how painfull it is to my friend

a friend which i don't know wether I should trust or not...

a friend that always around those people

though i know he will never tell them

I still feel v uncomfortable

those things was slipped over my mouth

maybe because i really can not take it anymore?

he was shocked with what i told him

and when i said that i really want to escape

he was making me confuse and made me to think again

although i know it's one of the most impossible things to escape those people

what he said make me realize that

if i escape means i'm the one who lose....